I'm Pregnant!!

I'm pregnant!!

Great news I hear you all say, well, maybe if this was a first, second or even third baby but this one is number FIVE!!! Now don't get me wrong i love children (i should do i have 4 already, either that or i'm totally mental) but this one has come as a bit of a shock. Its not a planned pregnancy (i'd like to call it a suprise rather than a mistake.... or maybe even a challenge) i was on the pill and i swear to God i only had s*x once this month!!!
Anyway, i snook out of the house yesterday afternoon on a mission to Tesco (or so i told my darling other half, cos i didn't wanna cause un-necessary panic) but i went to Lloyds pharmacy instead. I bought a test pack and popped into tesco to use their loo. OMG! was i shocked when the result came out positive. I came back home in floods of tears (having first booked an appointment to see my GP for Wednesday) poor fella didn't know what had hit him.
Now the pregnancy isn't the main reason of my panic. I was sent an appointment through the post last week for an MRI scan for the 10th November (I have a tumour behind my eye which the docs keep an 'eye' on and on my last visit they noticed a swelling on the side of my head so requested an MRI scan) and pregnant women can't have MRI scans till they are over 12 weeks pregnant!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
The other problem i have is i have Anti E in my blood, this happened after my last child and i was given a card to carry and a letter saying that in future pregnancies the doctors will have to monitor me closely.
So here i am, worried confused, shocked, suprised and totally gobsmacked!
I thought i would make a blog as a way to get my feelings aired and try and get my head round whats happening, dunno if it will help me or even if anyone will read it but if you do or you are please leave me a friendly comment or a few words of encouragement cos that would be lovely :O)
I have a doctors appointment tomorrow at 11.40am so hopefully i can get my questions answered, will report back then............toodles for now.